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Well well long long long time no blogs ,hmmm srry was very preoccupied with some wonderful changes in ma personal life that have kept me away from bloggin all dese days .hmm so wat brings me back to blogging well its nuthin more than simple joblessness in an IT shop tht drives me here and brings out this from me.
Now that i have all the time in world i am here to blog about one of ma fav topics that keeps runnin in ma mind for the past 6 yrs . It is about the word "STRAIGHT" this dumb word has been teasin me , amusing me and questioning me since all dese years and still i dnt have an answer for it .PLease please dont take me in a wrong sense though its not at all got to do with any recent legal amendment that has been passed or dealing with any ones sexuality.. I have always been confused about this word and its meanin so here i am pennin down rather typin down few observations and opinions i have to offer hope u guys find it usefull .........................
Well the other day i jus bumped into the idiot box after a long long time and there was this television show comin on "SACH KA SAMNA " and few mins into it i knew wat to expect.Then few days later i see a huge hue and cry being made about the show .Then ma age old dormant thoughts were woken up and i started to think again ......
I have always believed that "No one is perfect and nothing is straight" . To prove myself wrong i have always been tryin to find the perfectly straight creation of nature or put it in another way anythin thats perfectly straight naturally . I want it to be straight 100% straight . I have tried and tried but have never met with any sort of positive result. I have never come across anythin that is naturally "straight " infact not even a single thin came close to being straight .
Hmmmmmm There is ma biggest question . Why are we so obsessed with something that is not even a natural phenomenon ??????????? Why did we ever create a benchmark for somethin that does not occur naturally or that cannot be achieved in a natural process why ?????????? Why is the human race always obsessed with straightness and perfection when the nature itself is not why ????????????????
We always want straight forward and perfect people in our life . We want our friends , family and partners to be "straight " or perfect in their nature. WHY WHY WHY is ma question when no one ever can or ever has been straight. To err is human feelings and emotions that we experience dont have a sense of judgement of wat is right and wats wrong . Hence they never fall in the category or either right or wrong . So why do we make such a big hue and cry wen someone expresses his/her true feelings or emotions ??? Is it jus because they have just expressed those feelings or they have experienced them ??????
Now coming to the point of the reality show . Well wat it does is tries to find the darkest spot in our heart . Why should one have a problem with anyones feelings or emotions ????? why ? Feelings and emotions are one aspect and actions and reactions are another aspect . We are responsible only for our actions and not our feelings and emotions if people say that feelings are the true determiners of action or they decide the actions performed then i have no problem in sayin that i should have been roger federer by now seriously am not jokin .We are movin so fast in life that the thin barrier existin between feelings and actions is often so skewed up that people always tend to end up on the wrong side of the judgement.
Everyone is unique & everyone has feelings but to question and find one guilty for having experienced emotions or feelings is absolutely baseless. We have been developing so far and fast but have not been able to truly understand each others feelings that is why we have not able to replicate feelings in robots or capture emotions in a code because they donot have judgement and the binary code of 0's and 1's cannot be applied.
Each individual has a level of skewness and that is what makes them special not the level of perfection that sets them apart . Accepting people with their qualities makes the realtion all the more special rather than finding out the reason for feelings .Hence friends i request you all to stop understanding emotions and thereby misunderstanding people and then standing alone in this MAD WORLD.
Enjoy life with a level of skewness . That moment of madness makes life all the more special . Stop correcting yourself and start enjoying your emotions . Express experience and expect skewness from this world thats what makes it special . Perfection is not for a person , relation or quality it is jus for the sheer experience and nuthin else . Hence take care and take yourself away from the unwanted shackles of life then u tend to grow faster better and straighter cheers to life and all d best